So I ended my last entry with a bit of a cliffhanger (but not the "Who shot J.R.?" kind, so thanks for hanging in there with me, folks) about making positive changes in my life. Here goes.
As far as I can remember, I've always had issues with my weight. I was a chunky toddler, an average adolescent, an overweight pre-teen, and then high school hit and I grew 10 inches without gaining weight. Cheerleading, basketball, cross-country, and being a teenager in general helped keep me slim and trim.
As soon as I went to college, I fell into the trap. 10 lbs freshman year, lost that summer, then 15 lbs the next, lost again. By the time I started grad school, I was about 30 pounts heavier than when I was in high school. So, I worked my tail off at the gym and watched my diet thanks to the help of my roommate, who was into protein shakes and fairly clean eating most of the time.
Clinical rotations came during my last semester, putting the stress on, which is when I started putting weight on. By the time I graduated from P.T school, I was about 15 lbs heavier than when I started 3 years before. Gaining and losing the same weight (plus a little more) became frustrating.
Then came the wedding. I lost a good 20 lbs to get ready for that. Nothing is as motivating as everyone staring at you for an entire day, followed by a honeymoon in Hawaii!
Soon, married and work life took its toll, and I regained that 20 lbs plus 5 more. Then BAM! Pregnant. Gained more. Fast forward to 3 weeks ago, (4 months shy of 3 years postpartum) stuck at 15 lbs above my pre-pregnancy weight, depressed with a low self esteem, and ready for the old me again...sexy, confident, fit.
So.....with the unending support from my fabulous husband, I started Medifast on August 1st. Yes, it sounds like a fad diet, a scam, whatever you want to call it.
BUT it's NOT!!!:
Two and a half weeks in, I am half a pound away from losing 10 lbs. At the 2-week mark, I had lost 7 pounds and 6 inches. Medifast uses a plan called the '5 and 1 plan', which is high in protein, low in carbs and sugar, and also contains many of the daily requirements for vitamins and minerals. I eat 5 small pre-packaged meals (shakes, protein bars....heck, even brownies and chocolate chip pancakes!) and one meal I prepare myself called the "Lean and Green", consisting of a lean protein and 3 servings of vegetables. I eat about every 2.5 to 3 hours, and I chug water like you wouldn't believe! The first 4 days were the worst, for sure, as I detoxed from the caffeine, sugar, and carbs. Since then, I'm feeling a bit more energetic, sometimes a little hungry, but almost 10 pounds lighter!!!!
I managed to make it through my birthday weekend last week without one cheat (I actually haven't cheated at all), and I'm so proud of myself. Will power has always been my weakness, and I feel like I am in total control this time around!
I really look forward to the future and regaining "the old me"!!
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Cobwebs and ticking clocks
It's been well over a year without a post from me. Life got busy, I fell into a bit of a slump for a while, and to be honest, it felt like too much work to write. I don't really expect anyone to read this now, since it's been so long, but I thought it would be cathartic for me to get my thoughts out here. So if there is anyone out there, thanks for reading!
Katelyn is now 2 years, 8 months old, and a bundle of energy! She amazes us every day with her vocabulary and speech ability, as well as her extroverted, people-loving personality. She is physically the spitting image of me and just like her daddy in the personality/entertainment department. She's completely into singing like her daddy, but much to his dismay, her latest music fave is "Boys, Boys, Boys" by Lady Gaga.
Yeah.
Mom of the Year Award here, right?
She's not wearing raw beef as an outfit or smoking cigarettes, so keep the judgement at a minimum, k? :) It's actually pretty funny how she knows the words better than I do!

We just got back from a weekend at Lake Merwin, where K got to swim (wade) in the lake for the first time! She is quite the little fish in the pool (with her floaties, of course) and loves to dance, too. As bad as terrible twos-almost-threes can be, our world wouldn't be the same without this little girl!
Summer is winding down, weekends will start to become less busy, and I have more to come regarding a journey of self-improvement I started on two weeks ago. Yesterday was my 32nd birthday, and I've been frustrated with my body, my attitude, and my (lack of) energy as of late. Even after run-walking the Portland Rock 'n Roll Half Marathon in May, I still am having a hard time with my self-esteem. Tune in for more! (only if you really want...)
Now off to clean the cobwebs of this blog....thanks for reading!
Katelyn is now 2 years, 8 months old, and a bundle of energy! She amazes us every day with her vocabulary and speech ability, as well as her extroverted, people-loving personality. She is physically the spitting image of me and just like her daddy in the personality/entertainment department. She's completely into singing like her daddy, but much to his dismay, her latest music fave is "Boys, Boys, Boys" by Lady Gaga.
Yeah.
Mom of the Year Award here, right?
She's not wearing raw beef as an outfit or smoking cigarettes, so keep the judgement at a minimum, k? :) It's actually pretty funny how she knows the words better than I do!
We just got back from a weekend at Lake Merwin, where K got to swim (wade) in the lake for the first time! She is quite the little fish in the pool (with her floaties, of course) and loves to dance, too. As bad as terrible twos-almost-threes can be, our world wouldn't be the same without this little girl!
Summer is winding down, weekends will start to become less busy, and I have more to come regarding a journey of self-improvement I started on two weeks ago. Yesterday was my 32nd birthday, and I've been frustrated with my body, my attitude, and my (lack of) energy as of late. Even after run-walking the Portland Rock 'n Roll Half Marathon in May, I still am having a hard time with my self-esteem. Tune in for more! (only if you really want...)
Now off to clean the cobwebs of this blog....thanks for reading!
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