I sit here, on my day off, groggy from a night of Katelyn screaming every hour. It's not a good day. All I can think of is how I don't want to clean the house, or finish laundry left over from the weekend, or even get dressed. We're headed to Texas, then Vegas, in 6 weeks, and I am down on myself for not exercising as much as I need to or eating the right things all the time. I am the heaviest I have ever been, and while I know I need to give myself more time, it doesn't help me feel any better about myself.
It's just not a good day, and I want to go back to bed [and sleep for 8 hours] and wake up on the other side.
Too bad I have no control over this anymore, for that little 15-lb 6.5 month-old rules the roost these days.
I'm ready for the old Stacia to be back.
3 comments:
I feel the same way. I just find it so hard to get motivated.
Some days will be a loss from the beginning and they have to be accepted. There were many days when my daughter was that young that I never got out of my pajamas. One of the best days in my new life as mommy was when I decided that I would take a shower, apply makeup and dress like I was going somewhere. I had nowhere to go, but seeing myself put together like an adult was a boost. Between that and the satisfaction I feel when the dishes are done and the trash taken out have made me happy to complete these chores and others as well. Don't get me wrong, I will jump at ANY opportunity to skip the chores, but on usual days, I feel better when these little things have been done. :)
~Erin
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Awww sorry you are having such a bad day! Have you thought about seeing someone to talk about how you have been feeling?
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